i don’t want to bother you through some sort of direct message, and i don’t think this dumb post is ever going to reach you but
I’m sorry for taking things too far. I wasn’t happy before I talked to you, and I didn’t know how to react when what I thought was my only reason, meaning, and purpose for living left me. The things I said were unacceptable. And really weird thinking back on it. I’m different now, but there’s really no point or merit in saying something like that.
I still miss being your friend. I wish we could talk again.


